
(November 12, 2011)
Matt had scheduled a shift at his company's Sacramento office. Comparing how things vary between his office and the neighboring ones definitely helps him understanding things. They all coordinate products, so if nothing else, it would be nice to have a face to go with the voice on the phone.
So that left me with nothing to do on a Saturday. I searched for nearby races. Either a trail race on Saturday or a road race on Sunday. I know that with a busy week I didn't want to do more road running. Trail it was.
Could I really do a trail ultra after covering 60 miles already this week?
Driving through the darkness, city lights off the edge of the highway cast an glow over the periphery. While Matt was working, I decided to run a trail race at Folsom Lake, just outside of Sacramento. I was the first person in the park, arriving just after 6:30. I wanted to plan enough time to get lost on the way there and still arrive in enough time for the start. Folsom Point was completely deserted when I arrived. I parked the car on the top of the hill and waited. After the disaster at Humboldt Redwoods Half, I wore too many layers and stayed in the car with the heater on. The sky brightened as the sun came up over the hills. The town of Folsom was gradually exposed as sunlight flooded the valley.
It is going to be a really gorgeous sunny day, I thought.

By the time I reached the front of the registration line, I still hadn’t decided what race I would run.: 7 miles, 25K, 22 miles, or the 50K. I had spent the whole week thinking about it, my mind was kept repeating the ridiculous catchphrase: go big or go home. But I didn’t want to punish myself by doing too much. My legs felt less than fresh. Completely normal considering what I’d put them through in the last six days. I asked the volunteer at the table, “What’s the course like?” I really could handle something runnable. After a week in the Sierras, I really didn’t want to spend 31 miles dodging rocks and boulders. “Rolling hills on a packed single-track.” I had finished filling out the form, except for the distance. Without giving myself too much time to consider it, I hastily scribbled in
50K. No turning back now.

Moments before the start, I switched on Garmy. An annoyed beep followed: Low Battery.
WHAT? I can’t race this without knowing my pace? Overly dramatic, I know, but it did send a surge of panic through my heart. I rushed to the car to stow the Garmin and grab the watch that I keep on my car keys. It doesn’t even have two bands, so I had to put it in the pocket of my water pack. Running on feel? I really didn’t have a choice now.
The first five miles were a struggle, but only because my legs were so stiff from riding in the car all day on Friday. A dozen people passed me in the first few miles. It was a little discouraging for them to pass me so early on. I had to remind myself that I was doing this for fun. Run easy, this isn’t supposed to be a race for YOU.
YOU'RE not racing today. One thought that kept creeping back into my mind,
When did I become one of those people that signs up for a 50K on a whim? I really have become so much stronger over the last year or two. A marathon used to be a huge undertaking, now I was signing up and running a marathon (plus five miles) without actually training specifically for it. I love having the endurance base to do these things on a whim.
The course was gorgeous, especially for how man-made it all was. The trees were shorter and broader than those I was used to. And there was constantly a view of Folsom Lake. The bright blue contrasted beautifully with the red dirt that held it in place. I never knew where I was on the course until I hit the aid stations at miles 3.5, 7.5, 11, and the turn-around at halfway. With a rough estimate, I believed I was moving at about a 12:00/mi, but the truth could have been anyone's guess.

By mile 11, the stiffness was gone but the slight ache of the week’s activity remained. The other runners and I settled into our happy paces. I was leap-frogging with another female runner. She was more powerful on the uphills and I could really rocket the downhills. I jumped out of the way on the uphills and she did the same for me on the downhills. By the halfway point, I came in at 2h55. This was where I first realized what my pace was. At this pace, I would PR by more than an hour. The course had 2,500ft. of climbing, but compared to Sequoia 50K, the downhills were perfect for making up time. The aid station volunteers halfway through were AWESOME. One volunteer peered out from a mass of silver hair and leathery skin and asked what she could get for me. I asked for a water refill. She took my pack from me, moments later helping me put it back on, in the same efficiency of a Nascar pit crew. It was obvious that she’s been on the other side of the aid station, as a runner. With a handful of Oreos, I dashed back down the trail.

The second half of the race was a little more difficult. The downed trees that crossed the course seemed harder to jump over, the three stream crossings seemed more treacherous, and the hills had somehow grown larger. I hate when that happens.

At around mile 19, I stopped to pull more food from my pack. That was the only real disadvantage to running alone. My running fuel drawer at home is right next to the dish washer. It appeared to melt all my Gu Chomps into one massive sticky fruit snack. That was a challenge to open and to eat. One runner, whom I had passed quite awhile ago, came up behind me. “Are you okay?” I was completely stopped and looking down at the package when he passed. “Yeah, I’m fine, I just can’t get this darn thing open.” He laughed and continued on.

I brought enough fuel that I didn’t have to stop at the aid stations. I made a habit of running the downhills hard and walking the uphills. As I moved uphill, I took a couple of gulps of water and occasionally had a snack. All of my fuel was sweet, from GU gels to fruit snacks and a Snickers bar.
After completely passing up the mile 7.5/20 aid station, the volunteer hollered out, “Are you sure you’re taking in enough?” “Yup, I didn’t think you guys would be this well-stocked, so I brought my own”, as I waved my Snickers in the air. My stomach is sensitive on long runs, so I don’t really like to try new foods.
My arches started to ache, as well as the back side of one of my heels. These aches were normal for really long efforts. It wasn’t until mile 26 that the fatigue got any worse than at the beginning of the race. I reached the marathon distance in about 5 hours. This was the roughly the time it took me to cover my first marathon. Then, I nearly face-planted on a rock in the trail. It jarred my shoulders and upper back. I had to walk a few minutes to compose myself and stretch the muscles out. It would be noticeable for the rest of the run.

Running without a pace watch had forced me to think of how I felt, not how the numbers worked. It turned out to be the best thing for pacing myself. I didn’t really feel fatigued until I got past 27 miles. When I reached the final aid station, 3.5 mi from the end, there were no runners anywhere near me. I paused at the aid station and grabbed a handful of chips. The saltiness was incredible after a lunch of sweet GU and Shot Bloks. The hills were much smaller in the last few miles and I found that I could keep on running uphill as well. The last mile was on the lake’s barrier wall. Completely straight and flat, the footing was excellent. But I was staring at the finish line for almost 15 minutes, it never seemed to get any closer.
When I finally was within the final half mile, the course dipped down near the lake and under some large tangled trees. The branch came out of nowhere because I sure didn’t see it. On fatigued legs, I wasn’t sure how I didn’t land teeth-first in the dirt, but I made it. I really was starting to get clumsy. Good thing it was almost over.
Then I saw the clock, 6:05. When I left the last aid station, I calculated my finish to be around 6:15, but running the uphills seemed to make up some time. As the clock showed to 6:07, I gave all I had. I watched the seconds tick upward. Finish before 6:08, finish before 6:08. A small crowd remained to cheer on the finishers. They burst into applause and wild whistles. Although this course had few spectators, what they lacked in number definitely made up for in enthusiasm.
6:07. A new PR by one hour and ten minutes.
I chatted awhile with the other runners and got a free 10 minute massage. What a fun impulsive day. Perfect way to celebrate my survivorship : two races in one week! Double the fun!
Weekly Foot Mileage : 91.3 ---my highest EVER.
Weekly Running Miles : 65.3---- also my highest EVER.
AND
2 time PRs in one week
AND
Being a six year cancer survivor!
EQUALS
5 PERSONAL RECORDS!!!
(As I was typing up this race report, I got some great news. Katie, a high school classmate of mine that was diagnosed with Ewing's Sarcoma
, was treated, and then relapsed, had surgery and was recovering.... well, she got the pathology report back : "Margins were neg. Tumor was 95 percent dead. Bone marrow clean. Lungs clean." What does this mean? She's in remission and it is very likely that she is CURED.)