Have you ever had one of those races where you struggle to write about it because you're not sure exactly what happened? It is easiest to write about races where everything goes smoothly. The weather is perfect, your training pays off, and everything just clicks. This is not going to be one of those race reports.
Race day turned out to be the wettest day of 2014 so far, setting a new 24 hour rainfall record of 2.58". I'm glad at least Mother Nature got her PR for the day. The rain for the 10 mile race wasn't bad and certainly nothing that should have slowed me down much, same with the wind.
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| Y. Kim, SRRC Photo Credit. |
Even before the race began, I felt off. Judging off previous workouts the last two weeks and fitness at last year's PR race compared to this year, the time at my first mile split, 7:25, wasn't anything too fast for me to handle on a normal day. Since it felt unsustainable, I backed off. The rain had already soaked through my outfit and my body temperature seesawed back and forth between icy goosebumps and overheating. I peeled off my gloves.
Mile 1: 7:25
Mile 2: 7:55
Mile two included a splash through a flooded section of road. This course is almost entirely through pasture farmland and floods easily. I saw up ahead that the leaders had spooked an entire herd of dairy cows and they seemed to be racing the runners. This race has the best scenery and is always one of my favorites, even when I'm having a bad day.
By the aid station at mile 3, my body was already begging me to let it walk. I summoned additional mental power willed myself to keep going.
As long as we're still physically able to run, we're going to, I ordered. Of course, mile 3 is still way early to have to dig deep, there's a long way to go.
Mile 3: 7:55
Mile 4: 8:08
Mile 5: 8:06
Mile 4 and 5 were on gently rolling hills above the pastures of the valley floor. It was the only out and back on the course too, so I enjoyed the distraction of cheering for my club friends and counting exactly what place I was in: 7th woman. Even if my day wasn't going a planned according to pace, I could at least try to maintain that position in the ranks.
Mile 6: 8:23
The aid station at mile 6 was when I realized what was derailing my day: breathing. Tingly goosebumps had spread to my scalp, which for me is one of the first symptoms of an impending attack. Here my breathing became more labored, I choked on the water I was trying to swallow. I've always thought of these as asthma attacks, but I've noticed the last two attacks I've had haven't been in my lungs. It is extremely difficult to breathe in but not out and it feels like the obstruction is in my throat. Combine that with the sinus drainage that I always have and it feels like I'm drowning. I coughed and spit as I ran but could get nothing to come up.
Mile 7: 8:34
Mile 7 included another dash through the flooded road, this time in deeper water. I realized I was gaining on the 6th place girl and willed myself to catch her. Short-lived surges were punctuated with moments of complete breathlessness. By mile 8, I was pulled up behind her, breathing my heavy donkey wheeze. I squeezed out some encouragement. "Only a mile and a half to go! You've got this!" I told her, admittedly hoping that it would perk me up a little bit too. Here's where I finally passed her.
Mile 8: 8:34
Mile 9: 8:48
Any attempt to choke down water at the mile 9 station proved to be fruitless. It felt like I was trying to breathe and drink through the same tiny straw. Eventually I pulled to the side of the road, coughing and gagging, hoping something, ANYTHING, would come up and I could breathe again. At the same time I was passed by a male runner. He doubled back to see if I was okay. "I think I'm just really phlegm-y today," I managed to say while waving him on.
Mile 10: 8:31
If I'm having a poor mental day, I can often rally and pull off a strong closing mile. Not today, it was nothing to do with my mental game. I pushed as hard as my breathing troubles would allow, smiled for Yoon and his camera, and crossed the finish line. I dizzily fumbled around, managed to vomit up a little bit of that phlegm, and spent the next hour slightly disoriented. This is how I felt at the end of CIM. I didn't know what was happening or how to stop it, but just like on marathon day, I was glad to be done.
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| Y. Kim, SRRC photo credit. |
1:22:30
8:15/mi.
F25-29: 2/11
F overall: 6/56
All: 41/110
In races past, I've let my performance dictate my mood. This day I was determined to remain positive. Watching 800 young kids race and finish the 2 mile run made it that much easier.
Again this year, I handed out ribbons at the finish line. They loved splashing in the puddles and seemed to be having the best time. This is what running is about: having fun. And maybe to that little girl to whom I handed the yellow finish ribbon, the girl with the soaked hair and huge smile, this race is the beginning of something big.
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| Just before my finish line duties began. |
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| Riding in an open truck while we collect course cones and barriers. Brett's a crazy driver!! :) |
Even though we were all dressed in head to toe rain gear, we still managed to return home soaked through. It was a long, tough day, but because of my running club friends and their silliness, it passed by quickly and I went to bed that night with a happy smile on my face (even though I slept with one eye open because of the huge bedtime earthquake we had).
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| It was a rolling horizontal earthquake rather than violent vertical shaking one, so no damage, injuries, or tsunami. |