It was another one of those beautiful mountain trances I had earlier in the week. I have many memories of this particular trail, both warm and happy as well as frozen, trudging through knee deep snow frustration. During the long winters, I was often overwhelmed by cabin fever; that claustrophobic feeling that made it feel like the world was closing in on me. On many of those short days, it felt the darkness would swallow me whole. The Chena River Recreation Area was our escape. We never fully committed to living here and didn’t ever get proper winter tires. Driving was always terrifying, so we seldom left the Fairbanks area. All the cabins in this DNR managed area are along a moderately flat roadway that eventually stopped, so we felt comfortable enough driving here but never anywhere else. In our brief stint as Alaskans, we managed at least one visit to every cabin in this area. For providing me that little bit of escape, it will always hold a special place in my heart that will evoke the occasional smile.
It was the
first day of our trip that the mercury managed to rise above zero. I pulled the facemask down from my nose and
breathed the fresh, crisp air. With all
the problems my allergy-induced asthma has caused recently, it was wonderful to
breathe easy again, literally. It felt
as if my lungs doubled in size. My
sinuses were clear. For the first time
in months, I could breathe through my nose.
I was also digging the sunshine.
Fairbanks is ridiculously sunny.
Can I get some of that in a to-go box, please?
All week, I
couldn’t stop myself from taking photos of the snow. I truly miss having four seasons. The entire world changes color four times a
year. Humboldt County has two seasons:
green and brown. I miss the
in-between. People say that you either
love the place you came from or you hate it and want to leave. Although I’m not particularly attached to the
Midwest, I enjoyed the familiarity of the weather changes and seasons. Many of my favorite traditions are linked to
the seasons. When it is taken away, I
feel like a part of me is muted. Alaska has
those same four seasons, only she has mountains too. (instant one-up on the U.P.—sorry, Michigan)
Fairbanks
was the first place that Matt and I lived for a while after we were
married. We lived in Oklahoma for less
than six months before we moved North.
Through our adventures and living far away from our families, we created
our own identity as a couple here. We
learned how to manage in life without a safety net. A love for the outdoors that I had as a child
was reawakened and became a part of my adult identity. I found my true self here.
Lastly, the
best part about Fairbanks is the people.
Matt was lucky enough to hired into an active office. They encouraged us to try new things: trail
running, backpacking, mountain biking (yeah, that never stuck), and
kayaking. We had friends that were
crazier than we were; there never was a shortage of friends willing to try
something slightly outside of their comfort zone. Austin was willing to go hiking with us even
though we got lost and it was dark and bear prints were everywhere. Rena enjoyed a cabin trip with us even though
we roasted her down to her undies at night.
Steve trudged through knee deep snow to the Angel Creek cabin with us
and still had a smile on his face when he arrived. Eric and Deanne (and doggie tagalongs)
introduced us to snow margaritas. Becki,
Julie and I hunted for aurora in the middle of the night even when we had to
work the next day. Oceana showed us how to be stylish and stay warm at the same time. The endurance monsters, Jim, Ed, and Mike pushed us to make marathoning a thing in our regular schedule. We shared adventure
tales, photographs, horror stories, laughs and frustrations.
After we
returned home an email was waiting in Matt’s inbox. Ed asked the question everyone else skirted
around: “Have you considered moving back
to Fairbanks?”
Oh, if he only knew……
Oh, if he only knew……








3 comments:
Yeah...the Alaska thing. in the end I love more moderate temps and more light in winter more. it does have an appeal though. I think you might like Colorado or west Montana.
Yeah, we're definitely keeping Colorado and Montana options open. The problem is that for Matt's job, those places have far more competition (and fewer openings) than the Alaska region offices. We thought Grand Junction, CO; Missoula, MT; and Flagstaff, AZ are also as awesome as Fairbanks. :)
I am going to Fairbanks on Friday and will report back on how it compares to Missoula.
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